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January 03 Fall into my hole I keep seeking Is there anything left to consume now? I wish I were happy living in your perfect world You were never understanding enough
You were never supportive of me Now I run away from you I hide all this pain
Can you taste my tears on you?
Now where do I see myself? Stagnation from my own selfish thoughts Should I work to achieve my goals, or should I work to leave you be or should I work to keep you home?
You were never understanding enough You were never supportive of me
Now I run away from you I hide all this pain
Can you taste my tears on you?
May guns rise to kill me
May guns rise to kill me!!!!!!! Vice Grip
November 09
How much must I curse your name And put your beliefs to shame Before you prove yourself And end this life?
End this life
And I’ll say a fucking prayer Because I know it won’t be answered
Where is your god?
Where is your god?
Where is your fucking god?
And even though I don't believe in you I pray for the day
I pray for the day
That you end this life
So please Take me Away
I want the hand of god To come and strike me down
To come and strike me down
Where is your god?
Where is your god? Where is your fucking god?
For all the prayers that go unanswered
For all the prayers that go unanswered
Why do you think that is? For the families that waste their time Open your eyes
And all your prayers will go Unanswered Why do you think that is? For the families that waste their time Open your fucking eyes
November 05
When I'm in this state of mind, I'm wishing I was blind, Sometimes life is more than pain to me
I feel the power of my grief, Death would be such a relief, All the secrets that I hide would die with me
Depression is my only friend, Will this torture never end? Let me carry on to dreamer's sky
I keep crying in my dreams, Can you hear my endless screams? When I fade away, I fade away...
This fluid on my cheek, It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak Black blood, black tears. Black tears, black tears.
Life is like a masquerade, In dept to myself, but I can't pay, Soon I'll call it all a day, away
I never felt what you call guilt, I still believe "Do what thou wilt", My sorrow will destroy the world I've built
This fluid on my cheek, It drains me, I get weak My heart is cold and bleak Black blood, black tears. Black tears, black tears.
Sangre Negra, Lagrimas Negras
November 01
Manipulation - by the hands of oppression that grab a hold They have no choice but to die 1000 years of pain - their sentence penned in blood
Denied - all means of escape are futile They're left to perish, to rot upon their own waste To see their own destroyed and watch them die Before their eyes
The crusher hammer of oppression fails Justified genocide Dark angel of death descend Warm rivers of blood will flow
Black winds of war bring tragedy Ripping children from their families Gathered up like criminals Sent away never to return
Into a structure - conceived of death A man made - killing machine
The bodies pile up to the sky A massive sea of unending graves Dark angel of war descend Cold rivers of blood still flow, and they flow!
Disincarnate their skulls Let maggots consume Incineration of corpses Their bodies turn to dust Asphyxiation - a new way to kill Poisoned by gasses - their lungs collapse
One by one they watch them drop like flies One by one they see them... ... ... ... ... ... ... ..BURN!
October 08 Words - these words of freedom A bequest - never to be silenced
In this world of lies, the truth, it means resistance To make the masses see and sense their needs
He healed so many aching hearts and wounds And threw back the baseness - back to where it came from
Aspired from the middle of his brothers Charged this suffering and oppression One single voice became a storm His words and melodies - the weapon they fear
Threw back the baseness - back from where it came
Nobody is chosen to suffer Nobody is destined to rule Gagged his mouth but not his songs, the songs we sing Fettered his hands but not the words he wrote These songs we'll sing!
"Silence and screams are the end of my song." - Victor Jara
October 03
There's pain within, I can't define Inside, within, inside, illhealthy I feel
[chorus] When your inmost yields and you fall deeper and deeper into grief for each breath you take [chorus]
Dark dresses my pale skin cold shivers down my spine I have lost hope of loving a day of life Faith has fallen from me I'm rotting inside Fear sickening conditions frightening reflections ...feeling divine!!!
...so dim the light in me... ...no nothing... ...all ending...
[solo: P.Lindroos & K.Ranta]
Sleeping well in my killing bed staring blind around - Am I slipping away? In the hollow decorating my grave begging please... disconnect the pain
[chorus] When you're going blind from your tears and you wander deeper and deeper into sorrow for each step you take And your feet won't carry you no more and you sink deeper and deeper into misery and you'll soon be...dead [chorus]
...so dim the light in me... ...no nothing... ...all ending...
Español
Hay dolor aqui dentro
no lo puedo definir
aqui, dentro, aqui
...... June 05
Trained perversion
On whose back we ride
Peace through misery
Gibbous hunchback
Harmful vision
Scabbing over your eyes!
Blessed Through Misery
Blessed our castle to shame
Whose opinion nullifies
Thoughts from the brain
Pervert!
Decaying evidence...
Lust!
Unmeasured/sent down/under me
Put on/the garments of disease
sent out to breed...
Lay down on me/with your somber dream
Lost/souls they seek/undead company
Ripe from rot/intangibly
The dead shall pave/the way from here/beyond
Fill their mouths/with dirt
Uncircumcised/of lips/that have no voice
Compassion is grounded/our face turned in shame
Of course they'll give it to me/a person of disease...
June 01 I focus upon this Considered real and true Within time, fixed it seems in form and space
The dream is so real, as I participate From experienced reality there is no escape I interact in illusive reflections Internal mind perceptions
Embracing illusions Believing what I am shown The veil of illusions Pretending to be what is real
Slowly I realize, my eyes deceive me Nothing is what it seems to be The eyes perform a complex trickery Decoding numbers into imagery
Embracing illusions Believing what I am shown The veil of illusions Pretending to be what is real
I touch only shadows, what I see is not real Lost in mere appearance, what I hear is false I can feel the sorrow blinding all of this world Tear the veil to pieces And slip through the shreds
[Solo]
Should I close my eyes and depart End the beating of the heart Would I not wake from a lifelong dream Exposing the grandest of schemes
Embracing illusions Believing what I am shown The veil of illusions Pretending to be what is real
I touch only shadows, what I see is not real Lost in mere appearance, what I hear is false I can feel the sorrow blinding all of this world Tear the veil to pieces And slip through the shreds
Embracing illusions The veil of illusions I touch only shadows, what I see is not real Lost in mere appearance, what I hear is false
March 16
O, Serpent and Lion!
I invoke Thee!
Inside the shrine called life
By the seven wonders
By myriad mortals
That gone
And are to come
Outside!
Outside desert ov restriction
In act ov rebellion
On the sea ov motion
Stability ov matter
By serenity, strength and beauty
By the mighty chant ov every breath
In serpentine dance ov blood cells
In simplicity ov spells
Divine names, meta-games
I greet Thy presence
Oh Snake! Thou art God!
Coiled underneath my throne
With Thee I reunite
With blood we make this covenant
Myself I redefine
Look in and above:
There is more than the flesh
Look careful and Thou may see
The unextinguished flame
The nectar ov Thy rage
I taste from the cup ov fornication
And woman by my side
And scarlet is her skin
She's eager to rise
And so eager to please
Another day
Another eternity gone
And on the stairway to salvation
I walk alone among the falling stars
Looking for company
Where art Thou?
Oh, lacerate ones!
[Bass Lead: Orion]
[Lead: Nergal]
[Lead: Seth]
Arise! my sweetest friend
Or be forever fallen
We have finally arrived
From prison ov this life
To Kali's womb
Down to the earth
As angels ov almighty god-
Chaos!
'Tis our last fall
To touch our mother whore
The harlot ov the saints
That spits on the rotten cross
Incinerate the icon
The symbol ov all loss
To stand straight
At the left hand ov god
Samael! be Thou my ally!
Join me among the bright hosts
Wondering neither way ov light
Nor darkness
Ov which seed
Sprouts dispassionately
In the summer ov my life
February 23
I thought I knew who you were
But I didn't know myself
Didn't see the things hidden
In my hollowness
Didn't peep round the curtain
Of your exterior
And the crack turned into an edge
That opens between
Listen to the wind singing in the grass, my love
As you lay yourself down to rest
Listen to the cry of the river in autumn cold, my dear
Before I close the gates deep down inside
You were
Moon of my nights
Moon of my nights
Those secrets that I revealed
Buried in icy bosom
Those words that I've spoken
Taken by the dawn
The strings that were connected
Separated parts left
Read are the rhymes of story
Of the endless poet
Listen to the wind singing in the grass, my love
As you lay yourself down to rest
Listen to the cry of the river in autumn cold, my dear
Before I close gates deep down inside
You were the moon of my nights
And you know you were the moon of my nights
Moon of my nights
You were
Moon of my nights
Moon of my nights
Moon of my nights
Moon of my nights
February 07 Under the lights where we stand tall Nobody touches us at all Showdown, shootout, spread fear within, without We're gonna take what's ours to have Spread the word throughout the land They say the bad guys wear black We're tagged and can't turn back
You see us comin' And you all together run for cover We're takin over this town
Here we come reach for your gun And you better listen well my friend, you see It's been slow down below, Aimed at you we're the cowboys from hell Deed is done again, we've won Ain't talking no tall tales friend 'Cause high noon, your doom Comin' for you we're the cowboys from hell
Pillage the village, trash the scene But better not take it out on me 'Cause a ghost town is found Where your city used to be So out of the darkness and into the light Sparks fly everywhere in sight From my double barrel, 12 gauge, Can't lock me in your cage
You see us comin' And you all together run for cover We're takin over this town
Here we come reach for your gun And you better listen well my friend, you see It's been slow down below, Aimed at you we're the cowboys from hell Deed is done again, we've won Ain't talking no tall tales friend 'Cause high noon, your doom Comin' for you we're the cowboys from hell January 09 Aflicción por no saber
cuando llegara el ocaso
las almas ríen
y el espíritu miente. Sin sentimientos de si
hemos oscultado el limbo
tanto hemos mirado hacia atrás
que el pasado nos ha alcanzado.
Hambre en el alma
Hambre interior
Hambre en el alma
Hambre en mi interior.
Hambre en el alma
Hambre interior
Hambre en el alma
Hambre en mi interior.
Esta enmienda voraz
se revolcara en nuestros traumas
donde la inocencia resulta
inmensurable ante nuestros ojos
siempre tratando de esconderse
en la casa del débil, la cas del debil.
Escucha nuestro afán
por quedar en la inclemencia mundana.
Hambre en el alma
Hambre interior
Hambre en el alma
Hambre en mi interior.
Hambre en el alma
Hambre interior
Hambre en el alma
Hambre en mi interior. Hambre....
Entierra este diente en su quijada
y sabrás cual es tu destino,
escupe en su ojo más humillado
y sabrás cual es su nombre.
Hemos llegado sin fe
tambaleantes en confusión
y hemos salido hambrientos
sin poder siquiera digerir
el aire que nos cubre
lamentos de inanición
sin poder comprender al fin
sin poder comprender al fin
Hambre en el alma
Hambre interior
Hambre en el alma
Hambre en mi interior.
Hambre en el alma
Hambre interior
Hambre en el alma
Hambre en mi interior
Hambre, Hambre Hambre, Hambre Hambre, Hambre....
January 01
As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at my life and realize nothing’s left
Cause I’ve been blasting and laughing so long that even
My mama thinks my minds gone but I ain’t never crossed
A man that didn’t deserve it.
Me be treated like a punk, you never unheard of
You better watch how you’re talking and where you’re walking
Or you and your homies might lined the chalked
I really hate the trip but I gotta loc
As the croak I see myself in the pistol smoke
Fool! I’m the kinda g that little homies wanna be like
All my knees in the night
Saying prayers in the street light..
( chorus )
Been spending most of our lives living in the gangsta’s paradise (x2)
Keep spending most of our lives living in the gangsta’s paradise (x2)
Look at the situation, they got me facing
I can never live a normal life, I was raised by the stripes
So I gotta be down with the hood team
Too much television watching got me chasing dreams
I’m a educated fool with money on my mind
Got my tin in my hand and a gleam in my eye
I’m a loc’d gangsta set trippin banger
And my homies is down so don’t arouse my anger
Fool! death ain’t nothing but a heartbeat away
I’m living life, do or die what can I say
I’m twenty-three now , will I ever see twenty-four
The way things are going I don’t know
Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me
( chorus )
Power in the money , money in the power
Minute after minute, hour after hour
Everybodys running but half ain’t looking
What’s going on in the kitchen but don’t know what’s cookin’
They say I gotta learn but nobody’s here to teach me
I guess they can’t , I guess they won’t , I guess they fornt
That’s why my life is outta love fool !
(chorus )
Tell me why are we so blind to see
That the ones we hurt are you and me ( x2 )
December 21 when you close your eyes and fall asleep then it's time for me to rise you believe you are safe in dreamland and that no one can reach you there i seduce you in your slumber and invite you to my world your body is still in the real world but now your soul belongs to me i will bring you torture everlasting unleash my hate upon you you know i am the master of your mind now you are lost to me you will sleep forever
i will detain you hate you and despise you so many ways to bring you pain to desecrate the memory of a human is what it takes to make you mine
so slow taste my terror so slow i am your doom
watch the darkness all around lost forever to me you are bound hate eternal from me to you desecration beyond control
now it's time for me to murder yet another sleeping soul i feed upon their dreams and then reverse them to their face
while the world awaits the awakening of the breathing lifeless ones i am off to tseek a new life to invite in eternal sleep
sometimes you feel me you are slipping away but sometimes you are stronger and won't let me stay the pain that you bring me when you lock me out it will be remembered 'til we meet again
know me as the soulcollector November 21
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin' in the cold November rain
Do you need some time... on your own
Do you need some time... all alone
Everybody needs some time... on their own
Don't you know you need some time... all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you
Sometimes I need some time... on my own
Sometimes I need some time... all alone
Everybody needs some time... on their own
Don't you know you need some time... all alone
And when your fears subside and shadows still remain, oh yeah
I know that you can love me when there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness we still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever even cold November rain
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one
Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
[Happy Birthday for me]
November 02 Dedicatoria para EMO´s Nenas jugando a ser Metaleros
El metal vive uno de sus momentos dorados, se codea con el Mainstream y se expone en todos lados, aunque pese a su gran popularidad el front- man tiene una perspectiva diferente: "Cuando escucho algo del Vulgar Display Of Power de Pantera, pienso que aun despues de tantos años suena grandioso, porque trascendio el tiempo. Ahora hay demasiada gente en la escena metalera, creen que es cool ser cantante de metal y forman una banda para hacer dinero; en realidad son unos maricones, ademas, la musica se vuelve cada vez mas lenta y predecible", y aunque acepta que no todo es culpa de las nuevas generaciones, cree que hubo tiempos mejores: "No habria bandas como My Chemical Romance o A.F.I, si no hubiera existido bandas como las de los 90´s, pero es algo generacional, tiene que ver con el momento que vives, quien iba a creer que despues de bandas como Poison, warrant y otras mamadas, resurgiria el metal de verdad y el rock alternati- vo. Asi que las bandas de ahora son muy afortunadas de tener influencias como Tool y KoRn, aunque lo que hacen sean puras MARICONERIAS".
Dez Fafara
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October 25
you will see
my burning inferno
and there is no way
in your wildest dreams
that you can say no
i suffocate your soul
and drain you of your lifeblood
the breathing darkness here
will make you disappear
there is no return
i steal your soul
and carve a hole right where your heart once used to be
i watch you die
i hear you cry
it fills my soul with such delight
you are lost
you are entering a dead world
wherever you will turn
you will see your spirit burn
your life is over
here in death's dominion
where even shadows die
i am the one almighty
you will cry my name
and when you seek forgiveness
you will see there is no god
and for all eternity
you will cry my name
you
cry out
now it's time to return
to the world up above
and invite you to burn
oh, the ones that i seek
are defenseless and weak
soon their hearts will be mind
and no one can slip
from my powerful grip
i was born to deceive
the smell of your flesh
so rancid and fresh
it keeps me alive
GRITA MI NOMBRE - LLORA MI NOMBRE
October 03 Le Sang des Ancêtres me sera versé, Afin de donner Vie à un Funeste Futur. C'est dans l'obscurité que la Lumière surgit, C'est dans la Noirceur que l'Ame subsiste.
Ouvre les Yeux, afin qu'à jamais Sa Lumière te mène au bout du Chemin. Ouvre les Yeux, afin qu'éternellement Tu puisses lire à travers leurs Mensonges. Il te faudra laisser la Vie derrière toi, Ne croire qu'en toi et qu'en l'Eternel. Pourquoi se satisfaire de l'Ephémère Alors que l'immortalité t'est offerte?
Heures perdues, Larmes amers, S'arreter juste pour contempler L'Eternel et tant de Mystères. Tant de questions sans réponse, Tant de Regards noyés dans ces Mers. Tomber à genou et méditer Sur les aléas d'une Vie qui n'est pas la mienne.
O Pere , O viens reprendre tes Enfants! Ils t'ont servi, ils t'ont compris.
Il me reste une éternité a vivre Au sein de cette Humanité que je maudis, Et l'Espace est trop grand pour se contenter De se laisser porter par leurs Mensonges. La Vie n'est qu'un Rêve et elle doit le rester. Nous sommes le Vent glacial qui souffle sur la Plaine, La Lune Noire qui t'obsède et qui t'effraie. Nous ne sommes qu'un et Légion à la fois.
Le Feu consumera les tiens ainsi que ton Monde absurde Car on ne peut empêcher le Vent qui souffle sur la Plaine.
Guide-nous vers les Dédales, Que ta Lumière nous mène à ton Royaume, à notre Trône. Que notre Repos soit Eternel, Que ton Règne soit fait sur Terre, comme au Enfers.
O Frère, rejoins notre Armée de Légion Pour qu'ensemble, notre Mort, nous la construisions. O Lucifer, viens à tes Fidèles, C'est toi que nous invoquons.
Seule une Elite sera entendre et comprendre Les Secrets, les Mystères, les Blessures de l'Ame, Pour que jamais plus, son Destin ne soit Dérisoire, Pour que jamais plus ne se consume la Flamme.
O Père, viens reprendre tes Enfants, Ils ton servi, ils t'ont compris. O Lucifer, viens punir ces Mourants, Ton Immense Clarté, ils l'ont salie.
September 15 Face down on the way to the end, I'm fighting to breathe, dont bury me Consume our lives, control our minds I've taken the strength that was left behind
I'm pulling deeper from within (deeper from within), the answers bleeding through my skin Serenity dies
If i could breathe again (if i could breathe again), I'd choose a new beginning (a new beginning)
Salvation will save us all, the lacerations will heal Rise beyond the threshold, surpass all obsruction We will survive
I'm falling away from this artificial life
Omit treason cast upon thee, my revelations, beginning a new life September 04 I’m sitting by a lake But it’s not of this earth The water is so clear And the birds are alive A mirror for the sky They see themselves And fly away
I’m sitting by a lake The universe is alive I lay down by the river-flow It’s a river of stars I’m living by the ocean It’s an ocean of light How do you call This place around us It’s a world that I once saw In a dream
Will you please tell me now If I’m dead or alive Landscapes so bright All around It’s a city of light Were who when and why ? I think therefore I am I feel like I know this land But it must be so far away…
This world is life This “clouds-and-wonders” Is all I need And it will never go You say it’s lost I don’t believe it This is my vision We can never know
This is the earth But ages after I know the world Will overcome its’ pain The simple fact I dream about it Already makes it Happen in the rain
It’s right in front But you don’t face it I’m dedicated All my life in me And made of light Our sun is growing Like in the heart of some of us I pray
And other lands You will discover This form of life Is not the only one I was a child And I just knew it And now I know The vision came alive
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